How Im Feelin

Ready for School. Not the City.  that. is. all.

Lies and Gossip

Are people still lying out there in the world!! Goodness!  It is time to be 100% with folks! We are to old for this nonsense of lies and gossip. 

Anyone that is still not being 100% with themselves: GET A LIFE AND A HOBBY.  TOOO DAME OLD FOR THAT CRAP!!

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Why does struggling feel like a spring that never loses resistant.

There's a time when everything is gravy and then BAM hit again with struggle

But what I've learned this far is that struggle brings strength and when strength comes confidence

And with Confidence and Strength I was able to uncoil that strength and show it who is BOSS 'round here!!

BIG OL MESS!!!

I had to do a sketch for a project in Advanced Drawing.  It was an awesome practice round.  I thought to myself that I could recreate that same look on a bigger scale for the final project.  WRONG!  To give you more insight it is a self portrait all in a cross hatch system.  I started  drawing on a bigger scale and literally fear came over me.  I doubted every ability I have ever had.  It turned out to be a BIG OL MESS!  I was not impressed at ALLLLL!  I couldn't even look at it.  If it wasn't for being in class I would have literally took a lighter and burned that bix to ASHES....do you hear me!?!?!?!?! I WAS UPSET. 

I was probably thinking too much about the process so nothing was what I predicted to be.  But I guess everything does not come out how you plan it.  So this weekend I will be trying different techniques to get the best darn A I can!  I will not let the scale of a project scare me? 

IS THAT A METAPHOR FOR LIFE OR WHAT?!?!?!

Gossip

Talking about people just makes you look ugly!  Please stop it

Boot Camp

I am taking Fitness Boot Camp and let me say it WAS kicking my butt.  After the initial shock of my intense teacher, I told myself that I was going to work hard and kick some ass.  With 2 weeks down and the 3rd starting I am more fearless and have pushed myself harder than I ever have in my life.  I am proud of myself and the rest of my class.  We are gonna be so in some of the best shape of our lives by the end of our course.

YES GIR!

Lend a Ear Sometime

Sometimes people should lend an ear to someone who needs to express their inner thoughts.  I had a very interesting conversation with a peer. that was in desperate need of some assistance.  And let me just say God was in the midst of that conversation! (how you duwin?!?)  The only way I knew to help her was tell her about my experience about the situation, not my opinion.  I pray that it helped her in some way.

Another thing.  I learned the hard way that it is not healthy to holding everything in.  Everything has a boiling point.